I am so afraid of getting old. A part of me just wants to accept age with grace and beauty going along with all the changes, but the other part wants to fight it because I so don't want to be old, confused, unable to move around like I'm so used to doing. I want to stay as young as possible. In order to really adopt this lifestyle, I'm going to stop at age 25. I will be 25 every year until I turn 40. Then I'll be 40 until who knows when. Until then...I still have time to figure things out.